The Challenge of Staying Upbeat and Positive
I would first like to thank you for the YouTube videos you’ve posted, they have been a wonderful help and support for me. I have been through a very difficult and challenging experience in life over the last five years especially the last 3, I do not regret anything I’ve gone through and also know there were some I had to go through to achieve what I was going into this life, got a sense of having completed the exam and passed. A very strange feeling but it’s something I still have not gotten done. I am very strong mentally and know I can tolerate some, always manage to raise myself up again and smile. But it is only now after the last time that I really struggle in life, to figure out what I want and what job I should apply for. I have developed a type of social anxiety, avoiding meeting people and going out. When I have to go out I set up a “mask”.
I feel a blockage in me that I should fix up but do not know how, what techniques to use. I’m blocked. It feels like walking in fog and not finding some way or direction forward for me in life. I’m sensitive, that is, I can sense those who have passed over. What should I do?
I suspect strongly that there are people via my husband (enemies-lover that I know have previously used a type of black magic) they are Asians. I have tried to use protection technicians that you
tell about in your videos and have even cleaned out a lot of negative energy in myself, the kids, my husband and our home, but now I have felt that it is so powerful this time, I need help.
What can i do?
It’s a bit messy writing, have tried to formulate it simply but it is a bit difficult. But I am in great need of help when it is almost too much for me now to deal, cope. I’m not the type who gives up easily but it’s affecting my health now.
Thank you for your letter. Bless you there are times in our lives when, no matter how hard we try to be upbeat and positive that it seems just too hard and it feels that you are in one of those times. As you so rightly say in your letter, the challenges that you have gone through have been in your life in order to give you insights or give you more strength, or both. The process of healing the imprints that are left as a result of these challenges can take longer.
We humans are very clever at pushing down unspent emotions and some of our darkest memories are hidden deep inside our hearts and our minds, just coming up from time to time as fear. These “imprints” also act as magnets that draw more negative energy towards us. You are experiencing two things:
Thank you for your letter. Bless you there are times in our lives when, no matter how hard we try to be upbeat and positive that it seems just too hard and it feels that you are in one of those times. As you so rightly say in your letter, the challenges that you have gone through have been in your life in order to give you insights or give you more strength, or both. The process of healing the imprints that are left as a result of these challenges can take longer.
We humans are very clever at pushing down unspent emotions and some of our darkest memories are hidden deep inside our hearts and our minds, just coming up from time to time as fear. These “imprints” also act as magnets that draw more negative energy towards us. You are experiencing two things:
- The imprints and their associated emotions that are locked in and down in your subconscious
- Your heart has closed as an automatic reaction to avoid further pain
The imprints will drag you down and take your energy and sap your strength and attract further problems. The blocks in your heart block your life and make it difficult for you to attract the opportunities and good fortune you need and act as a barrier to you going forward.
What can you do?
Clear imprints and karma
I suspect there is one imprint that still troubles you. You have processed most of them into understanding and cleared them but there seems to be one still niggling away inside of you. It could be old karma and guilt as guilt is the hardest to clear and can come from a previous life. For karma clearing see Healing with Anne. This problem is at soul level and therefore hard to clear for yourself.
Protect Yourself
I suggest you also make sure you protect yourself daily while this imprint still attracts negativity towards you. You mention that you are sensitive and that means you will also be picking up on the fear, anxiety, anger etc. of the people around you in your community and beyond. Call in the Blue Flame of Archangel Michael daily – the Morning Ritual will help with that.
Open Your Heart
As your heart has closed down (to receive) then you need to make intention to open it and focus on allowing your own precious individual light that resides in the centre of your heart, to flow out – to shine out to the world. This becomes a beacon that breaks up the darkness. I will help you to do this if you have a healing session. It is a habit that is good to develop rather than feel you need to shut yourself away. Also clear any vows you have made to stay out of the light/
Finally I suggest you do the morning ritual if you are not doing it already as this reconnects you spiritually so that you are back in touch with your higher self where your intuition and guidance sits. This will help with decision making.
Good luck and I hope we connect as I am sure that between us we can clear this pesky blockage (imprint) that seems to be so hard for you to shift.
Love and hugs Anne xxxx